Oldies but goodies

BOOM

In my head goes boom
Loud explosions in the room
Pure excitement for only you
Nothing comparing to this joy
Boy not exactly only a man can give this satisfaction
Ecstasy was in the plan
But it went past my expectations
Lights glowing in your eyes showing off the silent cockiness
A slight Smirk spread across ur lips
Lips that just touched mine
Im fallen only for this kind of LOVE
yes only two bodies intwined with no barriers can explore LOVE to this magnitude
Not confused with lust
The opposite, a metaphor of what can truly exist
In my head goes boom
Boom for you and one for me
The feeling after I breath and take in all the excitement that you put on me

Uncertainty in your eyes
Locking with mine
Doubt in my stare
Long and drawn out
Far beyond what you can imagine
Awaits you & I
The distance wraps you in a coil of suspicion
Your eyes cannot be the guide
For too many rocks to follow to the prize
Your trust is placed in the hands of
Fate
Bargaining with meaning beyond rational answers
You may not have the answer to it all
Sometimes its just IS
Not understanding what can BE
Not understanding the reality of it all

My First

The distsnce the hours the wait
The anticipation of fate
The longing the wanting the feeling
The miles away
Far away and still holding on
The first to bring anticipation upon my entire soul
The first to make me ponder away
The first to bring me to a point of excitement
The first to make me feel nervousness
The first to make me come face to face with my emotions
The first in so many ways than the NORM
Your my first to give me a reason to WAIT

Untitled

The unjust gratifies my inner suppressed thoughts
Laying beneath my beating heart
Filled with despair and unsure doubts
Questions crowding my only empty space
Im confused when did all this take place
The field of crowded feelings
Lets run into arms wide
Take my moving soul and hold it
Though it trembles and jerks when you hold back
Full force with fallen fears of you backtracking
Lets not pretend any longer
Take your hand and feel my beat
The motion transpires through your veins
Felt the rapture slowly and reacted
Through the motions of my highs and lows
A taste of whats to come

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Who am I
Who are you
How can I
How can we
Help me understand
Help me believe
Show me TRUTH
Guide me through
Walk with me
Side by side
Hand in hand
Make me whole
I don't understand
Who am I
Who are you
Show me signs
Light the way
Im slightly confused
Show me truth
Lay it out
Show your hands
Who am I
Who are you
I'm having trouble
Battle with myself

Sananda Maitreya - I'll Never Turn My Back On You Live 1987

Writers_Addict

No one knows what it's like to have the words deep within
To feel like your barricaded
It feels like it's a hold on you
No one knows what it's like to watch in blank stare as the words soar in front of your vision
Blindsighted by reasons unexplained
Hopeless to fight with it
Even when I blocked it
The words kept running back
The Pull becomes too much
No one knows what it's like to have something become apart of you and you have no control
When the words just appear and u don't remember having a single thought
Even when your quiet time becomes a parade of phrases
No one knows what it's like to have a gift that you never asked for
Your gift becomes who you are
No one knows what it's like to have your life already written
No one knows what it's like to have writers addiction

Laughter and humility
Many faces put on
Silent but not anguish displayed
Weakened by mortal thoughts
Living only to become another
Drained within by impure feelings
Fading
Natural almost invisible
Walking a crooked line
A path leading to confusion
Laughter covering the many faces
Helpless
A beam of grey lights
Spiraling out of control
Many faces put on
Crazed and sane becoming friends
Staircase of never-ending troubles