Like I'll never speak another word to you

Like  I'll never speak another word to you
Like I'll never accept any of your calls again
As if I didn't erase all of ur text and delete ur number only to go through my old phones trying to restore it, pullin out my old bills 
I just want it back
I was angry and acted out of anger
Like I'll never drive by ur crib and see if ur car is parked
Like I'll never text u and say I can't stand u because I simply want u to call but am too scared wht Ull think of me
Like I really wanna stop thinking of u all night to the point I can't sleep and drift off at work until i realize where I am
Like I'll never go to the same places we used to go
Like ill never let you take me out again
Like how I told my dad we were THROUGH when I just got off ur page on fb
Like I'll never dream another dream about you
Like I'll never listen to another sad song that reminds me of you
I'm doing al these things when I kno I'm gonna go back to you
I did so much trying to ignore you I forgot why we were mad
Like I'll never get mad again